Black and White, Wrong and Right.

I guess you have to meet the wrong people to be thankful when you meet the right ones. I don't know why, but these days I just feel like God has 'permitted' me to meet all the people I pray every night not to let me meet. Maybe it's because I'm being tested, but I feel like I've went waaay beyond my limits, I feel it's almost impossible to deal with those people. And the way I see it, I think it's best to keep it all to myself. 

If there is any kind of way to measure my stress level, it's by what I eat when I'm not even hungry. And yes, it was pretty intense so I had a bunch of Cadbury. Other than it was sooooo good, I just thought about too much stuffs yesterday, so I had to eat something! (That was a lame excuse for eating chocolate) But yeah, I promised myself that I would burn all those calories (and thoughts) I had yesterday, and thank God, I did ;)

Aaaahhh :)

KEEP THE FAITH ;)

XOXOX

Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy. Hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. Sometimes we do things we can't take back. We're all afraid of something. I was afraid. But in the face of great despair, I had an epiphany... What I have done is who I am. But what I have done is not who I will be.

Standing Tall

I used to be terrified... Of losing you. Now? Not so much. I just have to remember my capacity, just how much love I would give, just how much I would sacrifice for someone, just how big my heart is even when it's torn apart so many times. So now, I'm not scared to lose you. I know even through the struggle, through the pain, I will survive. No matter how hard it is, I promised myself, I will survive.

Life is definitely a Fairytale-

...not

ah yes , all we see in those crappy movies are just a bunch of lies . there is no prince charming , no spectacular wedding... no happily ever after's-

dan sekarang berdiam diri disini , gak tau mau ngapain , kehilangan kata-kata buat ditulis (maksudnya ketik) . being random . people's faces are running through my minds , i miss them a lot :(

'Dan merekapun hidup bahagia selama-lamanya...'
Bullshark (jadi inget AquaMarine) .
mami yang super sibuk , bokap yang super bawel , little bro and sissy yang super rese ! ah yes , my life can't get anymore better .

dikamar saudara yang super comfy :) i love my cousin . i feel like she's all i got for now-
everyone's so... far away :(

what are friends for ?
no , that's not a trick question that doesn't need an answer . i seriously asked that question-
that means i need an absolute answer , which i obviously haven't figured out (just yet) .
if they are meant to steal your crushes (or in some of your cases , boyfriends) , then in that case , i don't need a friend . if they are meant to backstab you , i don't need em' too . if they are meant to betray you , i don't need a friend either .

i need people with unconditional love , so that this world will be a better place !
WHAT THE ?
okaaay im outta here peeps !
xox

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LOVE,

MARSHAILMA

:)

Keys To Loving

Deal with the wrong guys, get your heart broken, how else are you going to know if someone's right for you? 

If he was to lose you, remember that he's giving up on someone amazing. Know your worth, love yourself. Don't sell yourself short. 

Fall in love, fall out of love, forget the rules for a moment, this game has none. 

Use your brain, crash even harder. Think it will last, think it will fall apart, embrace every little thing coming your way. 

Listen to love songs, sing to them, remember why it all happened, how it all happened. 

Don't forget; those things-- good or bad-- make you this way, the person you are right now. 

Remember that someone loves you, a friend, a family member, you are someone important to another. 

Take risks, deal with the consequences, see if it's all worth it at the end. 

You'll never know unless you try.

yes, yes and yes!

The Girl

Recent Song On Play: Kiss Me- Ed Sheeran

Let me be the girl you fall for a little bit more every single day. Let me be the girl you can show your true colors to. Let me be the girl you can tell your dreams and deepest secrets. I wanna be the girl you never thought could ever existed. Let me be the girl you think about even when other girls are around. Let me be the girl that makes you feel like the luckiest man alive. The one girl that makes you a true man. The one who makes you wonder why other guys could miss out on. Just the one who makes you realize how truly blessed to even come across with, let alone make her fall in love. So cherish her, embrace her and give her your world when you found her. Because she has trusted you enough with something she knows you can break; her heart.